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Thursday, December 30, 2010

As the year ends

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its always kinda hard to put ur feelings into words

most of the feelings i had throughout the year are far too great to be typed out. but i will try

some passions were gone, some new ones were ignited.

finding wat u want for ur future kinda feels good, but yet the journey to it would definitely be a painful wan.

22 years living, with so many ups and down, i think tis would be the year to finaly let them all go. its time to store them away. no matter wat painful memories or hurtful events that had happened before this. its time to let them all fly.

i learned so much this year, and tis time i m taking every chance i get at living.

i was always too scared to be carefree, thought my spirit is carefree, my body is always chained to the responsibilities i have at being the eldest of the family with oni my aging mother and a brother who is still immature to understand whats it like to shoulder the amount of responsibilities i need to take care of. thats why i like to cherish the little time of solitude i have at night. staring at the ceiling till i fall asleep

2011 would be the year i graduate. and the time i make it or break it. 2 nd chances don come too often, so i m all in for the first one. i have to help my mom out with the family, as we are just barely making it. its kinda hard sometimes. with all the temptation around.

my friend told me tis

" ei ben, everyone else u noe has a car already la. get one la."

i dunno whether he meant it as a joke o not. but it hurt. it really did.

its not like i don wan to get one. i would love to pick my gf up for a lunch , or going to parties , or even just drive out and chill at night. but i don have the privileges of those things.

well, since 2010 is gone soon. i might as well say bye

ciao 2010

taipau.

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