Living it day by day.



Monday, August 30, 2010

i m back

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yes , intern is finish, time to be active again on the posts

will start mayb tomorrow. today is recuperation times. ^^


Friday, August 27, 2010

revolution is at hand

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my intern is finally gonna be over.

dreadful memories would soon be gone

and new beginnings are right in front of me.

though still don have much for this blog, gonna start thinking of things to do here.

today is a friday, and i m gonna relax and relax ~ ahhhh~ sweet serenity.

Sunday, August 22, 2010

just not good enuf for u.

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just not good enough for u

Saturday, August 14, 2010

emotional breakdown

i guess.

i reached a point

where i m broken~good riddance

Saturday, August 7, 2010

oh google.


Got a google chrome sticker for my laptop, google sent it to me .LoL

the glowing effect on my laptop is natural, the sunlight from my window.


goin for my competition soon.
hope i can do something worth the team


Wednesday, August 4, 2010

drowning. suffocating

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breathing so hard
always in the dark
never a light
never a sound


Tuesday, August 3, 2010

mixed up feelings.

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There was a huge storm last night. It struck hard and fast

All because of the bed bug, the fatigue.

I couldn’t remember the times when I could go sleepless for days.

The stress of life is catching on.

I feel pissed at the system we have.

Whoever said that it was important to look professional at your own office is a total idiot

Whoever thinks that wearing formal would make u look professional is stupid

A con man is able to swindle his way in and out of people’s purse most victims would say

“cause they looked smart , that’s all”

All because we were told that professionalism comes from appearance at the dawn of the industry age

Back to the sudden storm,

I didn’t noe what had triggered it, nor do I noe how to stop it.

I knew nth of this, yet it is my fault.

I m not perfect nor am I pursuing to be perfect.

If I could be anyone in the world, I just wanna be myself

In my intern times, I realize that the world is really full of shit ideals and shit philosophy

U noe why? Cause the world is full of swindlers,

The politicians, the lawyers, the adults, the judges , the ones that say everything.

And its cause of them that we are trap in this looping life.

They were smart, the created the rules, they made the book that can’t be broken.

And many people followed them, because they thought they needed organization and from then on u noe what happened?

World war 1, world war 2, the gulf wars, the racism, the sexist, the oppressed.

Because someone smart said so in the beginning and majority followed and therefor we have these so called rules.

The storm laid still. It slept, I dunno what to do I feel so lifeless, so constricted by the stress I m upholding, its negative stress that I m storing, I feel like jumping off a building. It’s a hell hole here.

22 more crap shit days , before tis session of intern is over, I m suppose to learn and yes I did, but it wasn’t pleasant at all. Too much unwanted heat. Limited breaks. 7 days a week, office hours 8.30-10 , if we are lucky 8pm.

I feel more useless den ever

Sports carnival coming, I m sitting on the bench tis time, I noe I m worthless cause I cant contribute. That’s just a pathetic prick in my heart

I pissed u off, I noe. I m sorry for that

It’s ok if u wanna vent ur anger I m weak now. I have no more strength in me.



Sunday, August 1, 2010

salt , sugar and spice. neh~

If u ask me.i think this movie is below normal

its not even worth reviewing seriously.

my thoughts on the movie

it tries too hard to confuse you but its just vy simple

Salt was to be kick ass like hardcore take down the world kick ass but the action sequences didnt impress me one bit. and the ending felt like they wanna make a no2. which i would not recommend

its 1/5 . 

with so many movies coming out, being normal isnt a target anymore. normal= give face to actors in it and not saying it sucks.

there are many movies coming out soon which i feel like watching. 
some to see whether its good and some for the fun of it.

The expendables-cause its a macho man duke out
Grown ups- cause its adam sandler
Step up 3- cause its dancing in 3d
Vampire sucks-cause i hate twilight
King Of fighters- cause its KoF and it promises great fight sequences , i hope
Piranha- cause its a 3d beast film just wanna see if it could be good
Resident evil 4: afterlife- cause the trailers seems like shit
wall street-money never sleeps- it seems intelligent and dark
the other guys- cause just for fun
Phua chu Kang- cause its gurmit and its pck
The social network- cause its a bout facebook

some i would wan it in the cinemas , some i would just wanna watch the download version.
but  i have a feeling i wouldnt wanna watch it in the cinema since hui min will be watching with her friends. takes out some of the hype of it

such as inception, the book of eli and one other movie i forgot. sigh. oh well. screw it

haha. i m still a moviegoer


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